Mind of a Young Adult

Come Into My Mind!

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Today

…has been a great day. Although my mind was boggled earlier, cleaning seemed to be my therapy.

I thought a little about my future. My husband, my children. I could almost see them. Like a far glimpse across the ocean on a sunny day.

Law school is coming up soon. 

There’s so much time ahead of me. Hopefully things go as planned as my life stays on the right course. 

The path leading to eternal (or at least lifelong) happiness.

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The gym

…is not the place to socialize. At least not for me. 

I feel like I have to be there alone. You see, the gym in my neighborhood is a small gym. Three people are too many.

Going to the gym is so personal. There’s no way I can feel comfortable bench pressing 60 lbs in front of two guys that are working twice that size.

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Cigarettes

are bad for you. I have to remind myself of this.

Today I quit, grudgingly.

It’s attempt number 13243423, but I think I’ll be just fine this time. I made a decision to not buy cigarettes, the first step to quitting.

I’ve only had one today, but it was the best cigarette i’ve had in a long time.

I felt this overwhelming lightness in my legs, and all at once the dark and negative feelings I harbored toward myself and all others were vanquished.

It’s already been a few hours since that smoke break and i’m having cravings. This will all be worth it soon!